Insanity Management

    I wrote a post some time back about a gal I’ve hired to do some biz consulting with me.   Her name: Karrie Kohlhass.

I tell you, she’s been consulting the f#@* out of me.   We are contracted for 5 sessions and we have done 3.   In the time that we have worked together, I have changed my rates and my schedule rather drastically.  Anyone who is human, I can imagine, would get that any sort of change to these sort of fundamental pieces in life, can cause some tumult.   More than that, however, she is consulting my heart as well… all in a business sense.  I find that our conversations (ie our consultation sessions) have helped me embrace the sort of business person I am… not to mention the parts of me that say I have no business being a business person at all.

It’s kinda fun but it’s a bitch all at the same time.  I have truly confronted and had to embrace the fact that I am a healer and in that.. all that I do is a healing process.  Especially in business… and as we know in this world.. to have a practice is to have a business (would ya believe I think these two things rather aught to be separate things?… different goals and success barometers all together)

At any rate, lots of foundational, insanity management pieces have been  put together or taken apart and put back together in the arena of my business because of above mentioned consultation.

In this confrontation of where I am not performing to levels I really want… all my human issues are coming up.

imagine that.

so  I guess I just wanted to give props to Karrie and to all the beautiful people that I have been communicating with or at least trying to lately.  This year, I knew, would be a year where it’s all about building that foundation in my business life.  It’s funky.  I’m funky.  I’m getting that and I think it’s getting more and more difficult to restrain that from my business life.

ah well.

I guess I do say that I’m a freek on my card.

more soon.  will not take so long to post but the chances of it being whacked stuff is going to go up.

I just think, believe and have more evidence day by day, that I’m going to be a lot more successful at ANything.. the more I just let go and be myself.

This is a truth a live by.  Might as well stand on it in my professional life. ha.  “professional” life.